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This wiki has been made to celebrate the life of an amazing individual. This is for you Will... R.I.P

This is for you, Will... we will all miss you. You will forever be remembered and loved beyond belief. Wherever you are now, we all pray you are happy. As you should have been from the start. As you deserved from the start.

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Forever Young
by Renee 'nay' Kristen Kristen

Trapped in the glorious years
within the memory of belief, lost of all grief.
Take the reasons,
which once seemed so clear,
but never mind, you have nothing to fear.
For you my friend will be, forever young,
Forever in the heart of memories.

Lost in the glory of all time,
the wisdom was there within that smile,
You see you could have told us,
there within lies the mystery.

So shed a smile, and grin a tear,
For you my friend, will be,
Forever young, Forever young.
Forever in the heart of memory,
We see not through our misery.
Forever young, forever young.
There's a new angel tonight.

This is something Will wrote before he died, for all the people he left behind. I suggest you listen to him.

"Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die."

[Will Newman]

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^{Will sitting on the table at school before we left}

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^{This is what Will called his 'retard smile'. It always made us laugh}

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^{Will Newman, or Angel}

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^{Will eating his cereal at the festival we went to. We snapped the shot before he could protest. He hated his hair up and only ever did it up when he was working or feeling lazy}

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^{Will when he was around 15, nearly 16}

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^{A picture Jimmy took of Will at his house when he was around 16}

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^{Something from [It was just my imagination.] to Will}

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A collage for Will

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=98weSAB9x5c
This is a tribute video made by [Vaughne] for Will.

The friends of Will... our parting messages for you.

[The Hidden Flame] Will. You were without a doubt, the strongest, most caring, most amazing person I have ever met. You were my best friend, and without a shadow of a doubt the best one I will ever have. Ever.
I miss you so much... and I dont care what happens to me... Im gonna sort Kevin out once and for all now... he cant take anything else from me...
You were the most amazing, strong, amusing and loyal friend I could ever wish for... and I miss you every day you are no longer here.
I love you man, now and forever. RIP at last. <3

[Vaughne] You had the heart on an angel, the mind and soul of a man, the knowledge of one much higher than your years, and the bravery of a warrior. You saw and experienced more in your years than most would have to in a lifetime, and you remained strong throughout it all. You will be sorely missed, bu forever remembered and loved by all who knew you. RIP Angel, I'll love you always.

[kyraawr] angel was my bestfriend, my first love. i can't believe he's gone. i loved him so much, he was always there for me, and everyone else. our lives related in many ways. and babe, i will always always always love you and our peices may not fit anymore, but i'm keeping them forever. angel helped me believe in love, and he is the most amazing person in this entire world, despite what anyone may think or say. but i'm sure many of you agree entirely. i will miss you angel and i know i promised i wouldn't cry for you, but i have to cry, i just love you so much. so i guess, we'll always have our wiki that i'm pretty sure only we knew about. i just wish i would have met you, just once. talked to you in person, heard your voice. i wish i could just meet you even if only for a minute, a second even. i love you so much. [wow angel, it seems like it's been forever since i've talked to you but it's been a horrible 5 months without you :/. you know i talk to my friends here about you? even my boyfriend. i just miss you so much. i try not to cry. i know you don't want me to be sad. i try but it hurts. i love you angel.] hey angel, my life is turning around again! i can finally say i'm happy again. but i do miss you. very very very much. you told me to always keep my head up. i thank you angel because if it wasn't for you, i wouldn't be here right now. you saved me. whenever i'm sad i just think of your beautiful smile looking down on me, telling me to keep my chin up. you're a saint, and i love you. <3kyra

[Lonely Shadow]

I DO!!!!!

[cooter davenport.] hay will you were so great to me you neverupset me and never fliped you showed me that there are still good friendships out there and as i morn you on this day i wont forget about your sweetness and your pure heart tho you are gone to a better place we will never forget or rget your loss

[Demon in my View]
My father, my friend... Trust me. You are one person I will remember. You lived through everything and now you're finally at peace. I'll stay strong for you as you have for us. No more tears only happy that you aren't suffering anymore, and for that I'm glad; I know you can finally be at peace. Thank you for everything. Now I'll do the same for you. I'll love you forever daddy.

[Lex] Im sorry angel i dont have the ability to say anything yet. all i can say is i love you. and im still here waiting. you were the bestfriend i could ask for. you were there for me when i needed you... and i cant do this yet...Ok its been 24 hours since i found out.... and i think i have the courage to do this so here goes... I love you angel... like no other... you were always there to brighten my day... i remeber when we first met here and we hit it off so great. You always put a smile on my face no matter how i was feeling. You gave me a better perspective on everything... you made life seem so much better. You said before you left taht you werent scared... Whatever happens is what was destined for you.... I still feel as tho youre going to come back and be here again. that we will have conveersations for hours about stupid and meaningful things. My love... im sorry for the way i acted. i wasnt ready to let go. please forgive me. i know you didnt want me to be upset but my friend my love has left and its hard for me to understand that youre not coming back. One thing i know is You are always with me. In my heart and in my mind. We will see eachother again soon love. Let peace be with you. I love you so much and im glad i got to say it to you before you left this earth... Youre my hubby for life... haha... im not a "widow" we're still "married"...lol... god i miss you... You are definately an Angel...i feel like im talking to you directly i think i should stop now....=(...
These are lyrics to a song by Josh Groban called Smile... and he's right... Smile... =]
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
When there are clouds in the sky you'll get by
If you smile
And maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

[Lithium.] Angel I will miss you like crazy...you were the greatest friend a person could ever have in life and I was privleged to know you...I know you will be watching over all of us...i love you be in peace my friend <3333

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[Lonely Shadow] -licks the sky and cries- I'll miss my licking station and my angel... uoy evol I

[Lyon Armonial the healer] angel was right, do not weep at his grave, because he will be with each and every one of us...even if we may not see him. do not mourn his passing, but celebrate knowing him, knowing how kind he was...*laughs* how much of a goofball he was. he was a great guy, and though we are going to miss him, remember him, we must cherish the time we had with him, or else that time becomes pointless. So, this is not in mourning of will's passage, but i say to the celebration of a great guy. may he be at peace, for he is loved.

[Asator Stormbringer]
From the day I met you we were great friends.., starting with "great music mate".., since than I couldn't think of life without you, and I can only hope that you thought the same about me.., but than I heard it..., through an accident I've heard what that person did to you..., damn my world was about to collapse.., and than there was that sunday morning..., oh men that morning was as if I had to spend the rest of my life in hell..., and I still sortof live there.., and I'd die just to get you back, you're the best guy in the world, no one's better than you are, and if you could only see what people write about you here..
Will..., you will be my example for the rest of my life.., and I still feel guilty... very guilty, I've waited for to long, I should've get on that bloody plane and visit you right away... but I wanted to wait till june..., and now that that month is getting near, it feels more painful than ever, and only the thought of you can make me forget that pain.
I love you bro...
And in valhalla we'll meet.

[Miss.PYRO™] Some people would think it strange to feel close to a person they only knew via the internet. But internet friend or not, we are all going to miss him. Call me crazy. But Ill miss the conversations we had, even if they were sometimes few and far between. Goodbye Angel. we'll never forget you.

[Sophia] I barely knew you, yet you're already in my heart. I wish there'd been more time to get to know you... but I guess that wasn't meant to be. May you live on in our hearts and memories for ever, sweet angel...

[The Incredible Bulk]You were my brother. At times your brought me back to life. You made me face what i had to, you stopped me hiding. Thankyou Will. For ever an Angel.NeverGonnaForgetYou.

[I be THE MAT!] Goddammit man, why did you have to go? you were ike the best person i ever met! you always cared for me, whenever i felt bad you were there to take the sorrows away. I will never forget you angel, and you will forever even in death remian alive.....in my heart.

[shinobi14] I thought that I could be strong for the both of us, you know? That if i hoped and hoped that you would get better after all the terrible stuff that's happened to you, it would come true. You were amazing. I can't even remember when we met, but it must have been quite a day. ~ We were supposed to meet, man. I was coming to see you in about two years, and I wanted you to be well. I guess we can't have everything we want. At least I had chance to get to know you well on here. =] You were there for me, I was there for you. That's how it worked. ~ I know i'll see you again, Will. And i'll still stay strong... for both of us. Rest in peace, dear friend. I'll miss you...

[Twisted Purgatory] I have to say... when you were pronounced dead, I felt like laughing. I was about to laugh in the doctor's face; "Yeah okay mate, pull the other one... it's got bells on!" I mean- you're Will! Living through impossible things is like your thing! You don't die, you always come back again. You don't go anywhere, you stay with us through the fatal things that enevitably target you.
But after a while, what the doctor was saying truely sank in. You were gone... and you weren't coming back; not this time.
When I finally heard what it was the doctor was saying to us, I became unaware of anything... it's like my eyes just went black, I felt dizzy and disorientated, I felt like I was gonna puke, yet I felt empty and emotionless all at the same time. Then, reality hit me square in the face... I became aware of everyone around me either crying or silent, as I was. I became aware that I was shaking more than I had ever shaken before. I was freezing cold, yet boiling hot with anger; why were you taken from us? Why?
Well 'why' is not a question that can be answered... but who took you was one I could answer.
So I will make it my mission in life to avenge you. To bring you justice. To make him live the pain of every second that he has brought upon all who knew you, and I will ensure that he is not forgiven.
R.I.P Will. I miss you. I love you.

[Cloud Natiion] Will...Angel...whatever you may call him, was one of the most charming, loveliest, funniest, livliest people you could ever know or meet. He had so much to live for, yet he couldnt because of some jackass. And because of that, we are all now cursed with having to live without him around. Will, my good friend, you will be dearly missed by everyone whose life you touched. I hope you're happy. I love you.

[Luna Armonial] A great friend yet a wise man, Will may no longer be here but I will carry on & live with what memories i have left in my heart..." Near or far no matter where you are your here to stay forever in the memories that made me smile " May you finally rest in peace.

[Stupid Angel] you're so wonderful and have always been there for me. so over protective and caring. when you told me this would happen i didn't want to believe you because all i wanted was for you to feel better and still be here for me. now i know that you are still here watching over me and all the rest of us and i know that you always will be. will i love you have since the day i started talking to you. the very truth would be you were my first love and i will never forget you. oh and to the message you sent to me....you didn't break my heart or cause me any pain all you ever did was help me be a better person and taught me things i know nobody else could because you felt the same way.

[gypsy_soul] i never did get to kick your ass and i never did want too... i never talked to you after that night and damn i sure wish i had... i never got the chance to know you but evertime i heard about something going on in your life i cried...i cried hard and i prayed for you...will i miss you and i didnt even know you... when i saw that you had died i cried so hard that my body started to violently shake and then i read your poem... i believe that you are watching each and every one of us and you are somewhere where you can be happy and finally pain free.. i love you and you dont even know it....
[Hold me under!] Will, I love you, you've always been here for me and you're one of the best things that has ever happend to me. Thank you so much for the last few years of our friendship and I now part elfpack && elftown, with the reassurance that you've gone. I will always love you and no one can take that away from me. --Amanda

[Smile Addiction] Will...my Angel...I don't know what to say...I love you...I remember how hard I cried when you sent me that message earlier this week...I couldn't believe it...You were right Will...you did always have that special way of knowing...I just hoped with every ounce of my being that you could be wrong...just this once...but it's okay...i reread all those oober deep conversations we used to have about our lives...now no one will ever be able to hurt you again...you're better off where ever you are now...and i know you're with me...i can feel it...i felt it when i whispered your name and cried after reading what Chris had written...and damnit Will...I was not too good for you. lol *giggles* I'm NOT too good for you...Never will be...*holds your hand, outstretching our arms and runs around in circles making airplane noises with you like we used to* Remember me Will...For I will always remember you...Your greatness has embedded itself upon my heart. With all my love....-Rachel <3

[Beetle Geuse]....ill miss ya spliff you were the coolest dude in elf pack and you were an awsome friend lol and im still here for ya dude just come haunt my house ill always have your back <3

[Supernova.] I'll miss you hardcore Will, Angel. Pssh, you'll prolly have fun haunting people while we're all stuck in life. As I told you the day you told me about your surgery, I remember the first time I spoke to you on bored, it was actually my first time on that infamous wiki. They pushed you down and ruined your leather jacket. It was that day you stuck some posters and a toothbrush in a little part of my heart, and forever you will stay there. Ironically, it was the bastards that took you from this crap we call a world that brought us together, and for that and only that, I must thank the low-life sons of bitches. Love you Angel ^_^

[Pinup_Princess] i know i did'nt know you very well but we had some good chats and some funny moments when i found out you were gone i did'nt know what to do it seemed that one day i was talking to you and the next you had gone. i hope you have found piece and i know you are watching over all of your friend's and family. Thank you for becomeing my friend and i'm glad we ever met rest in peace and you will always be in our hearts <3

[Necavi] Hmm. He died on the day of my birth. Does that make me selfish? Celebrating life while another meets death? I'm sorry, Angel. I never knew you, but I feel a kinship with you... As I am from Ireland, our clan is taught not to mourn the dead, but rather celebrate their new life within the arms of the Lord, one of eternal happiness. It is an embarrassment to the dead and a disgrace to the living to cry. So Angel, Will, whatever you may call yourself, enjoy your rebirth, however much it may hurt those who love you.

[Sir Riddle] I didn't know him personally, but his life touched that of a close friend. Hail the dead.

[tomorrow's tragedy] Angel, you were on of the best friends anyone could ever ask for, even though we never met in person, you were always able to help me feel better about my life even when i thought there was nothing good left. YOu will be missed, and you will always be in my heart....Rest in Peace

[~forgotten~]
Well, I know I never met you, but from what your friends say you seemed like you were a wonderful person, and you are dearly missed, May you rest in piece in the hands of the lord. God bless.

[Aʟɪsᴛᴇʀ]
A friend of [I be THE MAT!] is a friend of mine. I heard you were just an amazing and beautiful person to meet and wished I could have known you better as a friend. I hope someone up there takes good care of you, because you deserve it. Rest in peace Angel. <3

[{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]
I know im a little, well alot late at putting this up, but im not to great at doing things like this. Angel you were a great friend in the short time i knew you, and when you said something you always meant it and that meant a lot to me. Its very rare that you meet someone who's willing to open up to you amd listen to what you have to say... But you did and you helped me thru a very hard time in my life and i will always be grateful to you for that. I know things in life are not always easy, but you stuck in there and even tried to help others, you succeded for if u didnt help anyone else (altho i know you did) you helped me... People may say that its been long enough and that it shouldnt be so hard anymore, but thats just not the case for me, its still hard and no matter how hard i try not to tear up i cant stop it... going thru and reading again, what everybody wrote has yet again brought tears to my eyes... seeing how many people you've touched in your lifetime... having a friend like you is life changing... you've mad e a major indent in my life and that indent will always be there... Everybody's always told me that there's no way you can feel close to someone you've met on the computer, there's no way you can feel love for them when your not with them... id have to say they just havnt met the right person... angel they havnt met you... if they'd have met you they'd no longer say that... they would know the feeling... I miss and will continue to miss you Angel... all the chats we had... some funny and some serious... no matter what i will always love you and i will always miss you... You were very loved, and you always will be... It may have taken me a while to do this but i know that you understand why... you've still been here with me this whole time helping me get thru my life, the good parts and the bad... I'll never forget you Will... never... <3<3<3<3 Much love...

2009-01-19 [Lonely Shadow]: lmfao I'm not sure if I want to know whether or not my fiance was into digimon...

2009-01-19 [Vaughne]: He hated all things like pokemon and shit lol

2009-01-19 [Lonely Shadow]: ok then, thank you! I would hate to have to kick his butt for it lol

2009-01-20 [Luna Armonial]: *looks at everyone with ear plugs in my ears so i don't have to hear the digimon song*

2009-01-20 [Lonely Shadow]: -dances to his own music-

2009-01-20 [Luna Armonial]: *watches*

2009-01-20 [I be THE MAT!]: Im sure he Will kick my ass later for singing the digimon theme song xD

2009-01-20 [Asator Stormbringer]: could be worse.., like the pokemon theme song (even though everyone seem to be knowing that from the heart)

2009-01-20 [Lonely Shadow]: -raises hand- guilty of knowing it then again I am the oldest of 4 kids that got stuck baby-sitting the demons like hawks

2009-01-20 [Asator Stormbringer]: well, cheer up, I know the song as well.., and I bloody hate it XD

2009-01-20 [Vaughne]: I don't *feels proud*

2009-01-20 [Asator Stormbringer]: you're lucky.., it's terrible, like the whole pokemon hit itsself

2009-01-20 [Vaughne]: Haha xD well I'm glad I don't remember it xD

2009-01-20 [I be THE MAT!]: I know the Pokemon theme tune *gets phone out* Ringtone! xD

2009-01-21 [Lonely Shadow]: lol I'm trying to cheer up but knowing that song is like sucking on a armed war head. -licks Bry- lucky ass lol

2009-01-21 [Demon in my View]: what about... the banana phone song? >.>

2009-01-21 [Asator Stormbringer]: I think everyone knows the banana phone song :P
I had a friend who had it as ringtone.., he woke me up with it several times.., so I hate that one as well xD

2009-01-21 [Lonely Shadow]: the what the fluck song? *goes back to being clueless*

2009-01-21 [Demon in my View]: fluck is my cuss word :P

2009-01-21 [Lonely Shadow]: Fluck's not a cuss word, not if you remove the L it is until that moment it's still just a word :P

2009-01-21 [Vaughne]: PIE!!!!!!!

2009-01-21 [The Incredible Bulk]: APPLE PIE

2009-01-21 [Lonely Shadow]: Penis Brittle ^_^

2009-01-22 [Demon in my View]: exactly X)

2009-01-22 [Lonely Shadow]: lol

2009-01-22 [I be THE MAT!]: The Bannana Phone song never egts old, I have it on my MP3 and still think its brillaint xD

2009-01-22 [Demon in my View]: yay =D!!!!!!!!!!! see i could direct a symphony of cellphones with that song >.>

2009-01-22 [Asator Stormbringer]: oh come on xD it kinda sucks :P

2009-01-22 [I be THE MAT!]: Its funneh xD But then again I find pickle funny xD

2009-01-22 [Vaughne]: Hahahahaha.... penis brittle

2009-01-22 [Asator Stormbringer]: It's funny for three times,. but after that you really want to kill your computer :P

2009-01-22 [Lonely Shadow]: -snuggles with Bry- God I haven't used penis brittle in god knows how long.

2009-01-23 [Vaughne]: Funneh stuff xD

2009-01-23 [Lonely Shadow]: Only if you know the meaning behind it lol

2009-01-23 [Vaughne]: Haha

2009-01-23 [Asator Stormbringer]: which I don't.., so explain? ^_^?

2009-01-23 [Lonely Shadow]: I'll do so in private, isn't appropriate for everyones ears

2009-01-23 [Asator Stormbringer]: *laughs* damn right it isn't XD

2009-01-23 [Lonely Shadow]: -giggles- It's perfect though

2009-01-23 [Vaughne]: Hehe xD

2009-01-24 [Lonely Shadow]: -flicks his hair and snuggles with Bry- perfect angel

2009-01-24 [Vaughne]: Indeed

2009-01-24 [Lonely Shadow]: -throws a rose at the stone and lowers my head-

2009-01-24 [Vaughne]: White for pure love?

2009-01-24 [Lonely Shadow]: -kisses your forehead and smiles- know me to well loves

2009-01-24 [Luna Armonial]: *yawns, sits under a nearby tree quietly*

2009-01-24 [I be THE MAT!]: I miss Kingdom Hearts =[, I losted it >.<

2009-01-24 [The Incredible Bulk]: I lost the game.

2009-01-24 [Lonely Shadow]: good grief how could ya'll lose that game -slaps Mat and Aly in the back of the head-

2009-01-24 [I be THE MAT!]: *rubs back of head* I feel awful enough about it >.<

2009-01-24 [Vaughne]: I lost the game. -_-

2009-01-24 [Lonely Shadow]: -goes around and hits all three of your heads, Bry twice to make it equal- You do not lose that game on any level! lol

2009-01-25 [I be THE MAT!]: *rubs head again* Okay okay I get it xD dont lose precious kingdom hearts =P

2009-01-25 [Lonely Shadow]: -pets Mat's hair- good boy now have a cookie -hands him a cookie-

2009-01-26 [Luna Armonial]: *laughs, shakes my head* I've never played the game but heard alot of people talk about it.Seems interesting i'll have to go check it out sometime.

2009-01-26 [Vaughne]: I lost the game again.

2009-01-26 [Luna Armonial]: *climbs up a nearby tree* I would like to be out of smacking distance XD

2009-01-26 [Lonely Shadow]: -giggles and hugs my knees0 It's awesome lol

2009-01-26 [I be THE MAT!]: Kingdom Hearts, however it may seem childish to some people, it is surprisngly a awesome game

2009-01-26 [Lonely Shadow]: may be childish, but the concept behind it actually rather genius

2009-01-27 [I be THE MAT!]: Yeah, cant wait till Birth By Sleep gets relased =]

2009-01-27 [The Incredible Bulk]: ....
-.-
...
What have you started mat.

2009-01-27 [I be THE MAT!]: What? Sorry if you couldnt see the pure awesomeness of Kingdom Hearts, afterall we finally defeated that bitch ursula didnt we?

2009-01-27 [Vaughne]: I LOST IT AGAIN!!!! ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-27 [The Incredible Bulk]: Indeed we did xD
Ooooh yeah
=]

2009-01-27 [Lonely Shadow]: lol you had issues with ursula? good grief

2009-01-27 [I be THE MAT!]: xD I beat her 2nd time on my own first time playing it
But when I was at alices she kicked my ass 14 times!

2009-01-27 [The Incredible Bulk]: Shooooooosh xD.
xD

2009-01-28 [Lonely Shadow]: -pets Aly's head- It's ok hunny we know you aren't that great.

2009-01-28 [I be THE MAT!]: Hehe indeed =]

2009-01-28 [Lonely Shadow]: Then again it sad that it had to take you two turns to beat her yourself Mat :P

2009-01-29 [Luna Armonial]: *snickers, shakes my head listening to the video game talk*

2009-01-29 [Vaughne]: I feel so ill...

2009-01-29 [Lonely Shadow]: -sits on Bry's lap and purrs a bit- why do you feel so ill?

2009-01-29 [Vaughne]: Everything's going wrong for me ;_; I wish I could talk to Will.... he'd know what to say...

2009-01-30 [Lonely Shadow]: Why not talk to me hun? I know I'm no where near as good as what he was but still a good ear.

2009-01-30 [I be THE MAT!]: Aye, Joshy will make your sorrows go away hehe ^^

2009-01-30 [Vaughne]: I know you are <3

2009-01-30 [Lonely Shadow]: ~<3~<33 love yas Bry

2009-01-30 [Vaughne]: Loves you too

2009-01-31 [Lonely Shadow]: -sits a bear on Bry's lap and sticks a rose by the rock, then walks off singing-

2009-02-02 [Vaughne]: *sits next to the rock and leans against it*

2009-02-02 [Lonely Shadow]: -smiles and sits on the rock- I miss him -runs my hand along part of the rock-

2009-02-02 [I be THE MAT!]: Hehe *pats Joshs back* Dont we all my freind =]

2009-02-02 [Luna Armonial]: *leans back against a nearby tree, stays quiet thinking to myself*

2009-02-02 [Lonely Shadow]: -smiles and ruffles Mat's hair- I know, just damn sometimes it makes me wonder

2009-02-03 [Vaughne]: I think anyone who knew him would find it impossible not to miss him, even if they'd only known him for a day.

2009-02-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: Indeed <3.

Him and His Liking of Mints.
*Tutters* xD

2009-02-03 [I be THE MAT!]: He better of liked spearmints more hehe, they rock *grabs a packet and eats some*

2009-02-03 [Lonely Shadow]: -giggles and chews on a twig- That was me baby lol

2009-02-04 [Luna Armonial]: *looks around, stays quiet*

2009-02-04 [Lonely Shadow]: -lassos Luna and pulls her over with the group- no anti-socialness!

2009-02-04 [I be THE MAT!]: Yeah *ruffles hair* Liek Joshy said! ^-^ Dont see us anti social

2009-02-04 [Lonely Shadow]: -growls and fixes his hair- stop ruffling the hair! lol Anti social is not allowed today! I don't know why just isn't.

2009-02-05 [The Incredible Bulk]: .>
I am the hair Fluffler.
D:

2009-02-05 [I be THE MAT!]: xD sorry Alice =P

2009-02-05 [Lonely Shadow]: NO ONE fluffs my hair without losing either some teeth or their hand -.-

2009-02-06 [I be THE MAT!]: ...........Okay lesson learnt

2009-02-06 [Vaughne]: O_O

2009-02-06 [The Incredible Bulk]: *Fluffles your hair quickly and hides behinds mat*

2009-02-06 [I be THE MAT!]: .> Thats it, hiode behind me why dont ya!

2009-02-06 [Lonely Shadow]: -growls at Aly and fixes my hair- takes me almost a 1/2 hour to get it right <.< don't fluff it lol

2009-02-09 [Luna Armonial]: *laughs slightly* I can be anti-social if i choose to & you can't stop me.Just please don't tickle me, i wont be anti-social today. >.> *looks for a place to hide*

2009-02-09 [Lonely Shadow]: -sits on Luna's lap and giggles- guess what, guess what, guess what ^_^

2009-02-11 [Luna Armonial]: *tilts my head, looks at Josh* Um, you have penis brittle ? *giggles, shakes my head* Sorry don't know where that came from but what am i guessing ?

2009-02-11 [The Incredible Bulk]: <3.Miss you will :/.

I love you a hell of a lot..
thanks for everything :B.

2009-02-11 [Lonely Shadow]: lmfao I dunno I forgot but I wish I did have some, I's kind of hungry for it -curls up on the rock and doses off-

2009-02-11 [The Incredible Bulk]: What about you and Spencer?

2009-02-11 [Lonely Shadow]: -shrugs and kisses the rock- Dunno, he wanted to wait till I moved back then, kind of quit talking to me. So he's found an easier peace of arse.

2009-02-12 [The Incredible Bulk]: :[. ♥ I'm really sorry Joshy <3

2009-02-12 [I be THE MAT!]: Ouch sorry to hesar that =[

2009-02-12 [Lonely Shadow]: -shrugs- I'm not, he's young and fits the typical gay guy aspect of life -stares off into the sky- It's prolly why I think I'm finally ready to say fuck it to dating -shrugs a bit-

2009-02-13 [I be THE MAT!]: Heh, know exactly what you mean about the dating there buddy =P

2009-02-13 [Lonely Shadow]: -shrugs and pulls a rose from my hair- Figure if it's worth the nightmare that most dating seems to cause then it'll happen when I finally do kick the bucket, I still swear Will had a temperary spout of insanity when he said yes.

2009-02-13 [I be THE MAT!]: Ha! Bullshit, I didnt know Will much, everyone knows that, but I do know he wouldnt say things if he didnt mean it =]

2009-02-13 [Lonely Shadow]: yea I know but I still swear he was insane -rolls over and just listens to the rock-

2009-02-15 [Vaughne]: Everyone knows Will was completely off his rocker, mad as a hatter.

But we also all know that he loved you beyond any limit of reason- he was only insane from the intensity of his love for you, Josh, and you know it. :)
I remember him telling me he'd said yes; possibly the happiest person alive at that moment in time.

2009-02-16 [The Incredible Bulk]: :].
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.*Carries on 'awwing' into Iffinity*

2009-02-16 [Lonely Shadow]: the pain in the butt wouldn't answer me until he got a chance to send me that picture, about gave me a bloody freaking heart attack that he'd end up saying no lol

2009-02-17 [Vaughne]: Haha. You know he wouldn't have led you on for so long only to say no in the end xD

2009-02-17 [Lonely Shadow]: Yea I know but still the thoughts did creep in there -laughs and shakes my head- I miss his smell which is odd in a way

2009-02-17 [Luna Armonial]: *yawns, curls up in a corner with a blanket & waves* Hello, no i'm not being anti-social.I's sick, hurts to talk >.<

2009-02-17 [Lonely Shadow]: -shrugs and rubs Luna's throat- ya should be taking it easy

2009-02-17 [I be THE MAT!]: Hot Water bottle, hot choclate and just chilling, dont forget, monkey butlers are very useful >:]

2009-02-17 [Lonely Shadow]: chocolate icky!

2009-02-21 [Lex]: *smiles ebily*......... >>

2009-02-21 [Lonely Shadow]: -burns the chocolate- thou hath sinned

2009-02-21 [I be THE MAT!]: All depends which chocolate =]

2009-02-21 [Lonely Shadow]: Any chocolate for yours truly, I'm allergic to it

2009-02-22 [Vaughne]: My throat's been killing for days ¬_¬ I think Sam gave me something >.< he had a sore throat before he came down.

2009-02-22 [Lex]: i have tonsilitis! ah.....*voice cracks*

2009-02-22 [Lonely Shadow]: lmfao I'm glad mine moved out of my throat into my chest cause then I can ignore it but the rare cough.

2009-02-27 [Luna Armonial]: *nods* Good thing about not having tonsils, you don't get tonsilitis but doesn't stop you from getting the cough or sore throat.Weeeeeeeeee I'm getting over my lung infection other then that i'm just louging around being lazy today.

2009-02-27 [Lonely Shadow]: I still have my tonsils ^_^ I'm a weirdo like dat.

2009-03-09 [Luna Armonial]: *sticks out tongue* Ok but i disagree...

2009-03-09 [I be THE MAT!]: I dont think I have ever had tonsilitis O.o

2009-03-12 [Lonely Shadow]: nope I just have strep every blue moon but then again I'm used to swollowing things when I have a sore throat ~_^

2009-03-13 [Vaughne]: So... many... innuendos... could... be... made!

2009-03-13 [Lonely Shadow]: -giggles- I swear I'm not a pervert... wait yes I am nevermind then ^^

2009-03-15 [Vaughne]: Hehehe..... I'm a little bit drunkkkk >.<

2009-03-15 [I be THE MAT!]: Wish I was lol

2009-03-15 [Vaughne]: I tried to run away from a guy Tom trying to dance with me at the wedding and I fell over -_- I hurt now.

2009-03-15 [Lonely Shadow]: I wish I was as well, and why'd you run? Just tell 'em to go blow a roo and back to having fun

2009-03-15 [Vaughne]: Because he's my brother's best mate who I've known for years and he's like... 23... it was really freaky he kept on trying to get me to dance with him, and when he tried to physically drag me to the dancefloor I ran for it xD

2009-03-15 [Lonely Shadow]: yeah ya should of bonked 'em in the nuts for touching you period ^_^ brother's friend or not! -snuggles with Bry and rest my head on her shoulder- we should dance sometime my dear

2009-03-16 [I be THE MAT!]: I cant dance for crap, I try but in the end up I turn into a 1960s dancer hehe

2009-03-16 [Vaughne]: I can't dance lol

2009-03-16 [Lonely Shadow]: -giggles- dancing is what you do with it, if you long to dance then do so and not give a darn to anyone that is watching.

2009-03-16 [I be THE MAT!]: Hehehe, I agree with ya Josh, if I feel the urge to dance, I dance. Its a great source of exercise and its fun =D

2009-03-17 [Lonely Shadow]: that it is, until you nearly get your head taken off by a random flying boob then the fun gets sucked out of it.

2009-03-17 [Vaughne]: Mat, shut it xD You're great on the dancefloor- stop making us mere mortals feel worse about our dancing skillz xD

2009-03-17 [The Incredible Bulk]: **imagines a Random flying Boob*
..
Hmmmmm

2009-03-17 [I be THE MAT!]: I am not good on the dancefloor!

Dance mat yes but thats because I be THE MAT!

2009-03-17 [Vaughne]: You indeed be THE MAT!

2009-03-18 [Lonely Shadow]: All hail THE MAT! -giggles- and besides being good on the dance mat can make you good on the floor.

2009-03-18 [I be THE MAT!]: Not really, when I dance onm the floor I just pretend I am on the dance mat pressing the up down left right buttons =P

2009-03-18 [The Incredible Bulk]: You failed Badly on my Dancemat xD

2009-03-18 [I be THE MAT!]: 1. The arrows come up on a slant, thus making it hard to time the dance mat

2. No metal pole to balance ones self onto

3. Practice makes perfact, I am good on the up down left right dance mat due to practice.

2009-03-18 [Vaughne]: Fail.

2009-03-18 [I be THE MAT!]: .> Dont care xD

2009-03-18 [Vaughne]: Haha xD

2009-03-18 [I be THE MAT!]: Its just a game =P And like many things with games, they are there for fun =P

2009-03-18 [Vaughne]: I LOST THE GAME ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2009-03-18 [I be THE MAT!]: I HATE YOU!!! XD

2009-03-18 [Vaughne]: I hate me too :( I keep on loosing it!!!

2009-03-18 [I be THE MAT!]: I think I have permantly lost the game me lol

2009-03-18 [Lonely Shadow]: lol I'm gonna stay on the completely clueless side of the world

2009-03-19 [The Incredible Bulk]: I lost the Game. D:

2009-03-19 [Vaughne]: ALIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICE!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-19 [Lonely Shadow]: Alybear I want to pluck your stuffing and make you into an Alysmurf

2009-03-19 [The Incredible Bulk]: ...No Smurfff D:
I will not be BLUE

2009-03-19 [Lonely Shadow]: no, we'll dye you purple instead of blue

2009-03-20 [I be THE MAT!]: Purple.............................Oh No >< *runs away*

2009-03-20 [Lonely Shadow]: -paints the rock purple and giggles-

2009-03-21 [I be THE MAT!]: < Nuuuuu, not purple ><

2009-03-21 [Lonely Shadow]: -giggles and paints Mat purple as well-

2009-03-21 [-Steffyxxo;]: how?

2009-03-21 [I be THE MAT!]: Great...........Im my own turn on T-T

2009-03-21 [Lonely Shadow]: -giggles and laughs even more- you get turned on by purple? I think I may just keep Mat to myself

2009-03-21 [I be THE MAT!]: Yeah, the colour purple is a huge turn on for me T-T

2009-03-22 [Lonely Shadow]: -pets Mat- it's ok, I'll be sure to keep you in a purple cage hehe

2009-03-22 [Vaughne]: Purple rocks!!

And.... why, Mat?

2009-03-22 [Luna Armonial]: >.> Well that's just an awkward conversation to walk into first random flying boobs, dance mats, games, & now the color purple...Something about a cage. O.O Oh dear my poor mind has a offically ran away from me. *grumbles* GUTTER MIND!!! On second thought its WAY BEYOND the gutter lol.

2009-03-23 [Lonely Shadow]: lol gutter is where the gods live ^_^ and yes it's an awesome conversation to walk into... and because Mat was the only one here and he's cute!

2009-03-23 [I be THE MAT!]: I AM NOT CUTE!

And to answer your question Bryony, its because I love purple hair! Anyone with purple hair makes me drool and then the obsession got worse so now anyone who wears purple I am like..............................*drool*

2009-03-23 [Demon in my View]: ... so.. since jack has purple hair?

2009-03-23 [The Incredible Bulk]: Jack's is more Dark blue. Than actual purple. And it seems to be the lighter tones of purple that turn him on xD.

2009-03-23 [Lonely Shadow]: lmfao Mat is so cute for that though, and I'll be sure to hide my purple hair when I come to visit.

2009-03-23 [Demon in my View]: ... oh wow... XD well if you aren't able to hide your hair... well.. dont get raped

2009-03-23 [I be THE MAT!]: T-T, its a dealy weakness of mine. How dare you take advantage of me Joshy =3

2009-03-23 [Lonely Shadow]: I'll wear my hoodie so he can't see it for the most part, and I am not taking advantage of you yet Mat ;)

2009-03-23 [I be THE MAT!]: xD, I hate the fetish for purple, it used to be for red, but soon enough it turned to purple lol

2009-03-23 [Demon in my View]: well.. at least im decisive :P mine's green

2009-03-23 [I be THE MAT!]: Green really isnt my colour =P Love dark colours me =]

2009-03-23 [Vaughne]: Lmfao. God. And I wanted to dye purple and red bits in my hair. Maybe not. xD

2009-03-23 [I be THE MAT!]: Good idea Bry XD

2009-03-23 [Vaughne]: I still wannaaaaaa xD I don't know when though. I want my hair different. I'm bored of it xD

2009-03-23 [I be THE MAT!]: Same, I am thinking of dying mine black with white streaks =D

2009-03-23 [Vaughne]: That would suit you :D

2009-03-23 [I be THE MAT!]: I thought it would too! But I need to try and get past the biggest obsticle and that is my parents >.>"